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A❤

Month: August, 2013

:'(

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Telah lama ku tahu engkau

Punya rasa untukku

Kini saat dia tak kembali

Kau nyatakan cintamu

Namun aku takkan pernah bisa

Ku 

Takkan pernah merasa

Rasakan cinta yang kau beri

Ku terjebak di ruang nostalgia
Semua yang ku rasa kini

Tak berubah sejak dia pergi

Maafkanlah ku hanya ingin sendiri
Ku di sini

Namun aku takkan pernah bisa, ku

Ku 

Takkan pernah merasa

Rasakan cinta yang kau beri

Ku terjebak di ruang nostalgia
Semua yang ku rasa kini

Tak berubah sejak dia pergi

Maafkanlah ku hanya ingin sendiri
Ku di sini

Cause I’m still deeply in love with A.

When all words and actions fails, I hope the silence can make you think better and hear how loud and fast my heart beats for you.

170813

Basically, it was a perfect day. Everything that was wrong, was right on the day.

Me, Jon, Atieqah and Yx has been planning this surprise for almost 2 weeks. On that day, me, Atieqah and Yx met up at vivo early to get the groceries, balloons and ordered the cake. Whereas Jon met up with the birthday girl.

Didn’t know planning a surprise could be this exhausting. Lol. But anything for her was worth it.

The surprise was a success. I think.

She met all of us at the beach and was just happy. Gave our presents, mixtape from Jon, a Polaroid album with our pics, and I made a so-called scrapbook for her. Lol. It was so nice just having you so close at the jetty. You don’t know how much I missed having you in my arms.

Next we went for dinner at Orange Lantern, Atiqah and Atieqah’s ex-workplace. It was an interesting dinner cause it was the first time we all ate together.

After that, I ‘went home’ but actually went to get the cake. I could see you were sad. Sorry baby. They all went to Giant to get drinks while I ran up to collect the cake. We all met up at the roof. It was a failed surprise cause you saw me, even in the dark! But you still didn’t expect to see me again. Muahahah. Didn’t mean to lie but you got to admit, it really was the perfect lie. We sang happy birthday, you blew out the candles and I gave you a kiss and hug. Best kiss and hug ever 😉 Then we chilled at the rooftop, cut and ate the cake and watched the mini, super pathetic firework. Hahah. But it was nice, you leaning to me, us kissing and the weather was nice.

Soon after, we all split ways when going home. For the first time, I send you home, to your corridor to be specific.

I know this post is 4 days delayed but I really wish you a happy birthday. And really, that day would not have been possible without the rest. They are really a bunch of amazing friends and I wanna thank them for accepting and allowing me to be with you.

Status or no status….

I love you.