I’m just frozen, stuck on this bustop bench. Just literally thinking back to what I did wrong. I can’t look at you without starting to cry. I can’t look at my hands cause all I want to do is hold you close. That’s why I had to sit on my own hands.
I’m sorry if I said something wrong. If it was because of the girl I talked about then I’m really sorry. You know I had a lot of crushes before you. You were one of my crush too. But that’s all they were, crushes. People I don’t give a double look to anymore.
And why I wait instead of going home is because why would I not wait? I rather see you even if we’re not talking than not even see you at all. And besides, you waited much longer for me when you started liking me. So, my waiting can never match up to how long you waited for me.
I’m deeply sorry.
I won’t disturb you tonight. Study okay.
I love my super annoying inclined girl.
I love you Atiqah Anuar.