Month: December, 2013


Happy New Year baby! You have no idea how miserable I am. I hope everything is fine on your side, especially between you and your mom.

So, Applause was #9 on 98.7 top 100 and our song, Just Give Me A Reason was #2.

Every song reminds me of you. I can’t stop faking a smile everywhere I go, whoever I’m with.

I miss you so much. I hope to hear from you soon.

Still loving you.


I’m sorry

I’m sorry. I wish being with me wouldn’t lead to this.

Take care of yourself while I’m not there with you. Don’t you cry. That’s my job.

I’m glad that you will always have gaga.

I guess our plans for now is put on hold.

I’m gonna miss texting you and all.

For now, goodnight and good morning.

You will always be in my thoughts.

I love you baby. Forever and always.

PS: I don’t like showing or writing about this side of me. I’m crazy. I’ll scare you away.


I trust you with my life.

But I get easily paranoid. I get scared. I feel like people is hiding something from me. I hate being kept in the dark. I hate lies. I hate it. But it’s hard to suppress it.

Paranoia. It’s like a disease.

I just wanna ditch work and go to you now.

Whatever you’re feeling, just know that I love you.

It’s not much.

But it is something.






Finally 20. Spend my last day of being 19 with my one and only love. And damn, she makes me look good. We should so have a photoshoot!!! I love her for all the effort she put in and always caring for me.

Hello beautiful, if you’re reading this, thank you. For making my 2013 wonderful. For bringing so much love and a new light into my life.

Cheers to the new year! I’ll see you again very soon.

I love you with every cell in my body.

It’s been a while since I dreamt. Partly because of work and I’m tired so I just totally knockout. But last night, for the first time, I dreamt. Of you. It was a damn good dream! It was surprising cause I was quite tired last night but you still managed to pop into my dreams. Sigh, I miss you. Can’t wait to see you later!

All I can say is that whatever you’re feeling, it is not needed.

I don’t want to say so much cause you’ll start expecting it and then it won’t be a surprise.

Just put those feelings aside.


I’ll see you very very soon.

My heart longs to tell you how I feel towards you. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you’ve made m happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way I want nothing more than to able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. But, I can’t tell you all these; the way I truly feel them, because there aren’t enough words in this world that can truly explain just how much I love you.

PS: sorry cause lately I keep pissing you off 😦