Month: January, 2014

You’ve been in my dreams.
You’ve been in my thoughts.

I would say you’ve been in my prayers but I don’t know if I’m doing that right. But deep in my heart, I closed my eye right and hope that you’re fine no matter what.

To me, loving someone used to always be about me. But after I met you, I’ve never cared about anyone so much. If someone hurt you; you don’t have to say it, I’ll definitely have your back and defend you. Likewise if you’re tired, sad, angry; I’ll give you my shoulder, I’ll wipe your tears and I’ll listen to your rants.

I can see that all this time, there’s this other person in you which not a lot of people get to see. Maybe, only me. I not only feel this sense of responsibility but I also want to make you feel better. I may not be the best person to help you in this situation but I do know how it feels to have all this ‘thoughts’. And that kinda counts.

Basically, you were there when I was at my worst and I wanna be there for you now.

Don’t push me away cause I’m never gonna leave.


Are we okay?

Are you okay?

I can write something long just like the text but I’m afraid you would think that it’s repetitive.

I’m sure you know you’re an amazing person. It’s just human nature for us to deny ourselves.

I love you. And only you.

You’re the best and none can ever replace you.


I imagine a lot.

I imagine your arms around me when I sleep but actually it’s my own arms. I imagine us doing everything together and always being with each other. It keeps me satisfied for awhile but it’s better when the real you instead of just imagining you.

But my imaginations can go crazy and in my mind, I’ll see you leaving me in all kinds of way. I hate it. It transforms into my nightmares. It makes me not want to sleep sometimes 😥

You’re in my thoughts, dreams and nightmares. But all I want is you in my arms. Where I feel good keeping you warm and safe.

I’m sorry, I’m a worry-er.

I just love you so much.

Long overdue post

First of all, sorry I haven’t been writing much. Never really had anyone who loved my writing.

Never really had anyone who loved me so much.

Besides love from friends and family, there was always an empty space in me. No one really could fill it.

Until I met you.

Your love made me whole. And more.

I have dreams of having a life with you and being happy. But dreams are just dreams.

Maybe the reason why we click is cause we are so different but also same. We do have some similarities and that’s amazing but our differences is what make us unique. We bring all our different things together and it’s just fun.

Everyday, I hope for another day with you. Another day of happiness and undying love from you. Another day of seeing your beautiful face, hearing your sweet voice.


When you’re reading this, you better be done studying and about to go and sleep.

Like what I said, this is your reward for finally studying! Happy now?! Here’s your blog post!

Ok, bye! Lol.


Once again, thanks for the rastaclat! It was really very sweet of you! Sorry I haven’t been blogging. But it doesn’t mean that you haven’t been on my mind or that I don’t miss you! Lately, I’ve been feeling very speechless. Literally lost for words. All I know is that I’m happy. Just by looking at you puts a smile on my face. I don’t know whether you feel the same, since YOU DON’T REALLY TELL ME! Lol, but I hope you do too!

Sigh, you’re leaving in 2 months ++ 😥


“I wanna cry just thinking of not being able to see you at all.”

Post Sex Syndrome

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Spend the whole day just thinking about yesterday and you. It’s like as if I can still feel you in me. I touch my lips and I get a flashback of you kissing me. I brush the bruise on my neck, I feel the pain of you biting me (which I really like FYI). My heart starts to race every time you pop into my head. My hands are itching to touch you again. I miss you so much.