I imagine a lot.

I imagine your arms around me when I sleep but actually it’s my own arms. I imagine us doing everything together and always being with each other. It keeps me satisfied for awhile but it’s better when the real you instead of just imagining you.

But my imaginations can go crazy and in my mind, I’ll see you leaving me in all kinds of way. I hate it. It transforms into my nightmares. It makes me not want to sleep sometimes 😥

You’re in my thoughts, dreams and nightmares. But all I want is you in my arms. Where I feel good keeping you warm and safe.

I’m sorry, I’m a worry-er.

I just love you so much.

Long overdue post

First of all, sorry I haven’t been writing much. Never really had anyone who loved my writing.

Never really had anyone who loved me so much.

Besides love from friends and family, there was always an empty space in me. No one really could fill it.

Until I met you.

Your love made me whole. And more.

I have dreams of having a life with you and being happy. But dreams are just dreams.

Maybe the reason why we click is cause we are so different but also same. We do have some similarities and that’s amazing but our differences is what make us unique. We bring all our different things together and it’s just fun.

Everyday, I hope for another day with you. Another day of happiness and undying love from you. Another day of seeing your beautiful face, hearing your sweet voice.


When you’re reading this, you better be done studying and about to go and sleep.

Like what I said, this is your reward for finally studying! Happy now?! Here’s your blog post!

Ok, bye! Lol.


Once again, thanks for the rastaclat! It was really very sweet of you! Sorry I haven’t been blogging. But it doesn’t mean that you haven’t been on my mind or that I don’t miss you! Lately, I’ve been feeling very speechless. Literally lost for words. All I know is that I’m happy. Just by looking at you puts a smile on my face. I don’t know whether you feel the same, since YOU DON’T REALLY TELL ME! Lol, but I hope you do too!

Sigh, you’re leaving in 2 months ++ 😥


“I wanna cry just thinking of not being able to see you at all.”

Post Sex Syndrome

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Spend the whole day just thinking about yesterday and you. It’s like as if I can still feel you in me. I touch my lips and I get a flashback of you kissing me. I brush the bruise on my neck, I feel the pain of you biting me (which I really like FYI). My heart starts to race every time you pop into my head. My hands are itching to touch you again. I miss you so much.


First of all, I’m sorry about the bite and the pain at your boob. Lol.

And I’m sorry if I look like I was gonna cry. Tbh, I almost did cry. I dunno why, feeling all this love from you makes me so happy that I could cry. Your love does such amazing things to me and I don’t know how to make you feel what I feel. You are just so amazing. I never ever want to leave you. OMG, I think I actually wanted to ask you to be mine forever 😦

Okay, forget about the previous line. Thanks for a wonderful night and a perfect way to end my hectic week. Time with you is always the part of the day that I look forward to the most.

And damn, you were so hot half naked and on me. You didn’t have to kiss or touch, I was so turned on. I bet loads of guys are jealous, if they knew. I’m so lucky and proud to have you.

I love you baby. So much more, till the end of the galaxy, to infinity.

Well, what else can I see about you. About us. I’m crazily in love with you. I’ve never felt or ever thought I’ll feel this way about anyone!!! You know, when people wish to be in love or write love stories, we are that definition of it. Damn, I really wish I could just marry you. Cause no one has made me feel this happy before and no one can. Everyone else, they’re not you.

I love you.

P/S: Can’t wait to play with your boobies 😉

I just love the way you hold me and rub your thumb on my hand and the way you stroke my back or brush against it. Or when you wrap your arms around me. It sends tingles all around and I can’t help but to smile with you. And lately, that’s all I’ve been doing cause you make me so happy. I even enjoy you biting my cheek! I love you so much.