What is this feeling. I feel extremely alone. More alone than ever. I feel so hopeless. Tired. So many emotions. Everything except happiness. Or maybe just a bit. But not enough. I feel so defeated. So down.

If you ask me (and not as a friend), I want to be your person and still be your partner. I want to love you and care for you and be intimate with you as much as I want to. You have no idea how much I miss holding your hand and getting kissed on the cheek by you. I miss telling you at the most random of times how much I love you.

I will forever want to marry you. You are it. Nothing and no one can be or get better than this.

But if it’s us you really want to let go, who am I to stop you. I will still be there, waiting for something that might never happen. I will be there when you need a listening ear or to be cheered up. I will be there supporting you cause I’m your number 1 fan. I will be there if you want to share good things about your life or your future relationships. I will be there, I’m never leaving you side.

I’d do anything to be your significant other again.

I feel like I’m going crazy.

It’s hard for me to look you in the eye without my heart from melting and without wanting to tell you that I love you.