loveisalligot
April 7, 2020
Yes, you know me best. I do fall easy and hard. But with her, it’s slightly different. We both are still moving on from our past relationships. We both just find comfort in each other, I guess. We don’t text because we are together, we are just being there for each other. Pretty much what you’re doing, texting and meeting guys. But I guess you don’t want to hear my explanation.
That doesn’t mean I have moved on from you. We were together for 7 years (Cause the last time I met you was on our 7th anniversary). I still think about you, wonder about you. I’m still not able to play that song, I’m not there yet. And I still don’t think I can love another, not the way that I love you (Not gonna use loved cause I still do love you no matter what).
Am I happy or happier? Hmm. People think I am or maybe I show I am. But am I really? No one really asks so I will not say my true emotions.
Downgrade? Hahaha! I’ve definitely thought of that in the beginning, ngl. Yes, I can be superficial but it’s personality that makes me stick. Looks are an extreme bonus. P/S: Even she says you look really pretty hahah!
I’m sorry about the blog post. I don’t know why I posted that. I guess I felt the urge to show that I was okay. But I really wasn’t. So I’m sorry.
And I went back to my first post. Hmm. I did write that and I meant it.
April 3, 2020
What does moving on actually mean?
March 22, 2020
I’m walking into unchartered territory. And I’m not sure how to feel about it.
March 1, 2020
It’s gonna be hard week…
7 years ago, you told me you like me. I thank you for that for taking a chance on me, for loving me, for giving me many chance to love you back. I think it’s impossible for me to forget dates, random and important ones. But for you, I will try to not let it affect me. I hope you’re happy and feeling loved. Cause you really deserve it. Even if I don’t show it, you know that I’ll always be behind the scenes rooting for you, supporting you and loving you with all my heart.
February 15, 2020
Come back to me. It’ll be different. There will be a future. For you, for us. I promise you. Please come back to me.
February 15, 2020
Why am I feeling bothered?! I don’t want to but I am. Ugh.
February 14, 2020
What I want now, is for you to be happy. With me.
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